I was lying on my bed when my phone rang.

It was 1 a.m.

I saw ‘You Are Calling’

I answered your call

I didn’t even realize that

When it comes to you

I know you well

You have something to tell

and you did

I was listening

to every word you said

I feel no pain

When it comes to you

Calmness is the cradle of power

Maybe it is because

I have put my trust in you

You said “I’m telling you this because I don’t want you to be sad”

I understood that

Something within me

takes control of me

when it comes to you

and I felt it

at 1 a.m.

all along till

“Goodnight”

yeah.i cant wait to see n feel da ending of our story.m tired.ur lies.ur pride.everything.they r breaking me down.plus,u r wasting my time.i hate waiting.unlyk u,i still cn swallow my pride.i’ll b waiting.till i come at diz certain point.i’ll hav da gut to forget n let u go.m still holding on.itz not dat i find u attractive or watsoeva.itz juz dat i hv da feeling to love u.dun simply say dat i am juz another girl.m not.FULL STOP.ignoreme.com

I am not a meanie. Yet, I am still mean.

Look. I don’t know what to say. I just can’t. Well, ‘tak susah kan kalau kita berkorban agar smua bnda kmbali ok?’. You know what, stranger, I will never forget that. I just did. It hurts. Biasa lha kan, sanggup buat apa saja utk buat smua bnda ok ikut khendak org. I’m forcing myself… Dat’s it!

Smadi jak. NASIB. Hmm… Duh duh… Dog chain.

You broke my heart in two
And took me like a bet,
with all you put me through
I have so many regrets.

To lose you was worth it,
although I wasn’t sure,
it seemed to make me happy,
but still so insecure.

We always said ‘Forever’
we would take it to the end
never give it up
but this time my heart couldn’t mend.

It cut so deep into me
I guess it hurt you too
but when you did it, then you lied
I had to say “we’re through.”

I gave you all I had
I tried to make it last
but now all we have
are memories from the past.

So look me in the eye
and tell me what you see
a girl so broke inside
who’s been through misery.

And now I’m moving on
with the pain that kills inside
but I’m starting to forget
by reminding myself, how you lied

I have somebody new
someone to treat me right,
to talk to lovingly
and to hold me all night.

He’s there for me when I need him
to give me love and support
to hold me close and wipe away
all my signs of hurt.

To text me every night
and let me know he’s there
to call me just because,
just to tell me that he cares.

Now here I go again
fallen so hard, so deep
but this time it’s different,
this is one I want to keep.